was frustrating angry this few days la...damm it mann....it all happen in work....really feel angry and fustrated...i can understand how my colleague has endure it through last mth without me...this mth even though i am in for closing...i still feel the fustration....hmm how shld i put it...actually is nt the person that she cant cope in the environmt but its her attitude towards work....is like giving her chance and chance again and again...said her probation is 6 mths...but actually mine is like 3 mths...and plus she come fr a diff culture dept...so prob is diff for her to shift to the current cultures of us....its totally bullshit la....how could it be...if u have the determinatn or the learning mindset....u go every where also able to cope one de lo...wat the hell.....nvm just endure....think we will not be surviving in this type of environmt...prob have to go for job hunt...was thinking after graduation then go one...but now really gt the urge....haiz... its like unfair to us...we are doing job for her...then must as well we gt the salary la...we are nt being paid for the extra effort...so why must we work so hard.... and u are saying we dont give her chance and must be nice to her...teach her properly and must have endurance...but the problem is she cant absorb wat we are trying to teach...so its kind of diff....so how we are going to teach....haiz...hmm cant be bothered with this shit la...don wan to care...now is like i have a target to finish work at 615 and go off on the dot...don even feel like staying behind....its like no point...

hmm tml is finally fri.... spoil my mood man....but nvm sat is coming...prob early morning going for a jog...and spent my 2 weekend days usefully....haha... spend time with my precious before my sch starts in july....breathe in and out...cool down....