hmm everything is going unfine to me...sometimes i am asking what i really wans...but i have this mindset that my expectation needs to be high...but after sometimes i felt that its wrong..and i think its time for me to think abt it...pondering...

well this week has just pass and tml is mon again...so boring...and tml is work again...actually i kinda of feel restless everyday since i start work..i will start to worry wat will happen everyday when i go to work...i will bring along my wondering heart to work every day...its really very sad that i have this type of feeling during work...i also dono why....will there be any changes to made my life better each day...i don think so bah...another 2 more weeks i will be free on weekends...reaally freed...just now went to J8 charles and keith to get a pair of heels..but seems like every outlet don have my size so no choice ask the person to check which outlet have my size and citylink have it and so probably getting it on tues...coz tues i am meeting my cousin to discuss abt her marriage on this coming sun..sun sure will be a tired day for me coz sat nitex i still gotta work...and morning i need to reach her place at 7a.m. as e groom is coming at 8 a.m. so early.. and at nite will be dinner at one restaurant at city hall there...thinking of getting leave on monday but sure cannot coz they freeze the leave..stupid shit...but i think i will just try my luck and apply..don care...i really need a rest...7 days working without rest will kill me men...omg...

and my holiday is still 2 months apart...and someone is enjoying himself in tokyo and osaka...not sure will he get the things i requested...hopefully he gets it and i will feel glad...and hope that he enjoys the trip before he is going to NS during sept... and oh ya..my supervisor called me on wed and she asked me back to schroders to work but its under another team(cash team) ...i sent her my resume and might be shifting if nothing goes wrong...

tml another week...blessed me that everything will be fine...and i will arrived wif an answer .....

end of week

wao..times flies...public holidays are ending...so fast lo...and tml will be sun...hmm this 2 weekends i don need to work so i can laze ard..later going out wif edina since long time nv meet out...she sure gt alot of things to talk to me..and me also gt alot of unhappiness to tell her...wahaha...and should be going down bugis then town to shop for clothings...coz my cousin is getting married next mth...june 4th...so fast and i have yet to get anything to dress up myself..so have to hunt for things later....and so sad my watch was spoil..the very slim casio watch...haiz...need to get another watch...prob going to buy later....or gt no watch to wear...
really counting day after day....after work everyday is so restless to me...and realy there is no life...after work i will become deadmeat and go hm sleep and next day have to work again....so stressful...and i also dono why i think i am employ to collect everyone leftover shits....haiz tired tired...hope my holiday trip will come faster....cant wait liao..
oh ya...last thurs went to my granny's place boon tong kee for dinner..advance mother's day celeb...coz my mum need to work on weekends plus weekends sure alot of people...then have a early dinner...the chicken is as usual very nice...coz its thier signature dish...then ytd went to chinatown to have porridge at the coffee shop beside Ck...the frog leg porridge is damm nice....but the place that we ate is like a suana...then walk ard and bought one top for granny for her to wear to her granddaughter wedding...haha...look quite nice..and i also bought a pants and i also like the other one...prob getting it today also if i gt to see it at bugis...haha...

haiz...another weeek of work...and there is no more public holidays le...

hmm been weeks that i didnt blog...very tired due to work for the past one month...hai...really very stress at work everytime since i get to pick up those calls from members or hospitals..sometimes don even noe what they wan to ask and somehow i also dono how to answer....been working for a month..another 2 months more to confirmation...waiting to apply leave...but coz too many people are applying for study leave and all that...then they freeze the apllication of leave to 2nd week of june...hope that by the time i wan to take leave for grad cere hope there is....don tell me i cant take...i gt 14 days leave from august to dec...so i can fully utilise it....last mon labor day went to wild wild wet..coz my aunt gt free tix...but the park is not amazing as i thought...rides are really limited...if wanna go maybe can go jurong one...and jurong one tend to be cheaper... planning to for hoils again...very tired...must relaz myself...almost everyday after work gt this side pain at my head...haiz charm dono is it gt thing inside... dono why also...looking forward to fri...coz this week is slighty shorter...only gt 4 working days plus sat and sun i don need work at ntuc...and my last day at ntuc is 11 june...kinda of miss it lei...as already gt 3 and 1/2 yrs experience...maybe should continue work over there....but its like discrimanating myself lei... my aunt wans to go for holis and most prob be going wif her for a trip...as jetstar also gt promo so a short trip is ideal....haha. AUG....another 2 more mths... mothers day is ard the corner...dono should i get a cake for celeb...and also maybe get a wallet for mum since i start to work...pro this fri will be gathering at granny house...haiz i apply for chalet for this fri to sun but was rejected...so sad...and ntuc is offering me gd rates due to my employment status....so no more chalet and instead family gathering at granny's place this fri...

tml is a new week...hope that people are not that irritating and also don ask stupid quest...